Well, that is certainly part of it 2B. But, I have noone to blame but myself if I make a mistake. I don't look at last years 10 pointer as a mistake. Last years 9 pointer was not a mistake either. It was an allout stupid move on my part. You cannot define that as a mistake because I didn't have the excuse of not being able to see what it was. I knew it would be borderline P&Y and probably not score, but I shot anyway. Now, that was a serious mental error and I should be strung up for doing what I did. This deer was not on the HFA. Had I of known this years 8 pointer was not a 10, I would not have shot him either I don't think. But, I have to live with that. I really wish I had not shot it for certain. But, a 115-120" 8 pointer is not a shabby deer by any means. On one side of my property, a deer like that most often will live. On the other side of me, he will for certain die. Most of the time, on me, he will live as well. I just wish I hadn't been the person to shoot it. If Monica had shot it, I would have been fine with it. On another note, I was happy as heck thinking it was the 130" 10 pointer I had seen on 2 occasions. When it ended up being an 8, I was disappointed. If you feel that way at all, you should not have shot it. That is why I was kind of skeptical on shooting the big deer with a rifle. I could not see the other side of his rack. I am really glad I shot him, because he looks really good. I got lucky there and made the right choice. But, in that instance, I suppose you still shouldn't shoot.

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